I was diagnosed with melanoma cancer this week.
Suddenly every plan that I had for the rest of my pregnancy and birth has changed. I was originally going to go all natural with a midwife, and now I am going to switch to an OB to be induced early so I can have the surgery for the cancer.
The tumor was on my chest, it's stage IIa. I need to have a large area of skin removed to make sure the melanoma is gone, and I need to have a lymph node biopsy to make sure it has not spread.
I am totally scared of everything. Deep down I know I will be ok. I am young and otherwise healthy, I will be able to pull through this, but it's just so hard. I have to have surgery a week or two after I give birth, which is going to make breastfeeding more of a challenge, and recovery will be tough.
Please keep me in your thoughts!
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Baby #1 due in early July!
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